It'll Be Better

12.8.2011

Since that day, everything has changed. Needless to say, "yes, i am fear of the unknown and fear of how I could fully spend my time". So, I would plan my everyday's activities for myself to be occupied by something. I'm a very sensible person.. hmm.. I couldn't say this period of time isn't good at all.....instead, I find it a good and meaningful learning lesson for me. I'm here to learn everything or anything that i could learn.. I'm here to expect less and give more. Being alone most of the time, I guess it's the necessary process to go through.

So, here I am, spending most of my time alone with my furkid.

I talked to her...
I played with her...

I laughed at her...

I bullied her (in a nice way)..

She is everything to me as she has never failed coming to me when I'm having difficulty moments nor neither happy moments.

Besides that, I have my mum that has always been there for me no matter what. For example, this morning, for the very first time, she sticked a note on the toilet's door.

It said " Ah Yoong, dalam periuk ada bubur. Sila ingat makan bubur awak dan tolong pergi tengok doktor kalau ada masa ataupun masih tak sihat. Jika tidak, ingat beli 100 plus". ( she doesnt know how to write and read English and I do not know how to read and write Mandarin ). That's the only way, we communicate. I heart you mummy.

Since 3 am in the morning, my tummy was feeling so unwell. After a few minutes, I rushed to the toilet to make some big business -diarrhea.. =( I couldn't sleep after that.. I was feeling so unwell...

1 hour later, I went to toilet again... haiz.. Damn sickening night.

At 7.10am, I dont feel like going to work.. I felt so terribly sick.. I dragged myself to prepare to work as I know today is my second last day at work. My boss is going to suspect me again for faking sick as she is a total suspicious person. She does not encourage us to take leave and better not to take your mc on monday or friday. Here I am in the office blogging! Ive got nothing to do and Im feeling very unwell.

Let's talk bout yesterday!!!!!!!!!

11.8.2011 ( Thursday )

I went to join Broadway Jazz and it costed me RM 128.

* Faint. I'm broke now after spending this amount.. arhhhhhhhhh.......

However, I'm a bit disappointed with the dance instructor which was not what I expected. Not that pro or good enough like my last time's dance instructor -Sean. I like learning dance from Sean. I guess no one can ever replace him. He's good at dance and he has a sense of humor too.. He never failed encourage the students.

Then, I joined a trial class of - Latin. Omg! I faint kao kao....

It's totally a new thing for me. I'm not that graceful and gentle to dance this type of dance but it's fun!!! Far way more fun than the broadway jazz. I guess its because of the dance instructor. But I'll be solo in the latin class.. =( I wonder who can learn with me to be my partner?? sigh.

Back to today.

All right. I'm starving right now although I dont have appetite to eat.. I'll grab something for my lunch.. no rice for my lunch pls. Anyway, tonight have to go to club as I've promised my members that i'll be going and besides, I flew them aeroplanes for many many many times d. So, I guess tonight's venue would be -VOODOO!!! Peace out. ;)