If I were to choose, I never want my birthday. Today is my birthday and everything just messed up. I appreciate and thanx to those who celebrated with me.. It's just you that I dont expected things will go this way.
I cried on my birthday.. I wanted a cake so badly on my birthday today and ended up, I don't see any today. I should have order the cake last week and I should see it coming. I still don't know why am I still stopping myself from doing it till then I see myself crying.
All I want is a simple and smooth birthday. I don't ask for things and so on..I don't see it why must it be so difficult to have one. I wanna have a family dinner which include me, mum and my sis.. Mummy wanna have an off day to have dinner with me. Unfortunately the one I hated the most, uncle (mum's bf) wanna tag along too. I just want a family dinner that doesnt includes him. Too bad, mummy cant do that for me. It's sad to say that but he doesn't consider to be the one to replace my daddy as no one will or can.
If I were to write more, my tears gonna shed down again. I guess I need to stop now and go to bed.. night peeps.
P.s:// Fifi, Happy birthday to yourself and smile.
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