One Step Away From Closer

It's 3.22am and I'm still awake...

I'm thinking...

Thinking....

And still Im thinking....

What's the solution?

What's the problem?

Can I manage it???

My midnight is being accompany by a lovely sad song called "A thousand years"...

My problem and I'm the one who caused it.. I'm very problematic.. I'm psycho as well... Watching myself standing here/ sitting here feeling lost...

I just have one simple request and yet it's not easy..

" I wanna be simple and happy".

Not everyone could do that...

It's one step away from getting closer.. Whatever it is, I'm not giving up..

Waiting...

I'ma take action instead of waiting right here...

I'll be strong even inside of me is crying.. Tears wiped... life still have to goes on..

Good night.